No matter what brought you here, i am so happy to e-meet you. My name is CC, a young woman who is haunted by the trauma of my parents' violent separation since i was just three years old. The story opens with a harrowing recounting of that fateful night, when my mother desperately called for me to get the neighbor as my father descended into a violent rage, throwing food and physically attacking her. The escalating scene culminates in my mother fighting back with a shower head, before they flee on bicycles, my mother sleeping on the attic floor that night as i was seeking comfort beside her.

The aftermath of this incident shaped the rest of my childhood. As I grew older, i reflected on the "father wound" - the psychological damage from my absent, emotionally unavailable father. This vulnerability manifests in a series of unhealthy relationships where i accepted unacceptable treatment, constantly seeking for my father's approval. Until today, years later, i am still struggling with my